kitsunei

first up.. no.. im not back. I havent felt the desire to draw or even be creative in years and i no longer care to force it. The results speak for themselves. I logged in today to comment on a user page i found interesting, and figured I'd leave this journal in place of my last. How am i? Fucked.. im on the next grade of anti depressants and even though its helping i just dont see the damn point. I was told rather brazenly the other day that i should just do what i want.. its not THAT hard.. its easy, i should just be able to go and do what i want. So i had a think. What do i want.. and the recurring theme, is that I want to be dead. Do I

yay deviant art ate my scraps :D :(

Welcome to journal mach... um.. what 30ish or something? anywho I finished that picture I was talking about, its all done, yes it is. Please comment on it. PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I dont have much to say, life continues its relentless assault on my head, and thats about it. Ciao Jaa mata!